Though I cannot give you a definite reason why, I seem to be sleeping all the time. I am fairly certain it has to do with my new job, but I cannot guarantee that. In order to rest, I've all but given up my gym time. I HAVE to go to work, so it's either a few extra hours of sleep or hit the gym.
Yes, I know I need the gym time and I'm trying to work out a decent schedule to allow me to get more sleep yet make it to the gym at least 3x a week. Everyone says I'm trying to do too much, but that can't be the case here. I may be doing plenty, but I still get enough sleep.
One things I'm not doing is writing. With my impromptu naps, I haven't had the time to write. Also, even if I am awake, I just don't have the mental energy to think. It's crazy, I know. I'm mostly worried that NaNoWriMo is getting so close. I don't have an idea or a writing schedule. If I can't get a single word out during a regular day, how will I get 1,667 out every day in November?
Honestly, I say I'm worried, but I'm not. I don't care that much. I know I should be worried and I should care, but I'm too tired to muster it up. I don't want to sit out this NaNo. I want to get back to writing and being creative. I just don't have any creative energy...or energy at all.
Speaking of energy, I don't have any more to finish this blog. It's 9 pm and I'm barely staying awake. I need to clean pet cages so I can crawl into bed and simply die for the night. Hopefully this is just a phase.
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